Adele – a bubbly, friendly singer who has a laugh that could make anyone smile, she seems unstoppable.
But the artist has revealed she has been fighting a battle with mental illness since she was just ten-years-old and suffered from post-natal depression after the birth of her son.
In a recent interview, Adele opened up about her struggles after becoming a mother in 2012.
When asked if she was going to have another child, she told Vanity Fair: “I’m too scared. I had really bad postpartum depression after I had my son, and it frightened me… I didn’t talk to anyone about it. I was reluctant.
“My knowledge of postpartum – or post-natal, as we call it in England – is that you don’t want to be with your child; you’re worried you might hurt your child; you’re worried you weren’t doing a good job.
“But I was obsessed with my child. I felt very inadequate; I felt like I’d made the worst decision of my life… It can come in many different forms.”
The Hello star managed to get herself back on track without taking antidepressants.
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She continued: “Eventually I just said, I’m going to give myself an afternoon a week, just to do whatever the f*** I want without my baby.
“A friend of mine said, ‘Really? Don’t you feel bad?’ I said, “I do, but not as bad as I’d feel if I didn’t do it.”
Adele admitted she had her first experiences with depression when she was just 10, when her grandfather died.
She said: “I can slip in and out of it quite easily. It started when my granddad died, when I was about 10, and while I never had a suicidal thought, I have been in therapy, lots.”
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Adele’s confession comes as she reaches the end of her 10-month tour to mark her album 25.
She continued: “I’m enjoying touring, but at times I feel guilty because I’m doing this massive tour, and even though my son is with me all the time, on certain nights I can’t put him to bed.
“I never feel guilty when I’m not working.
“You’re constantly trying to make up for stuff when you’re a mum. I don’t mind, because of the love I feel for him.
“I don’t care if I don’t ever get to do anything for myself again.”
She added that she would still like to make records but doesn’t care if she ever hears an applause again.
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